I’ve never really thought about the lyrics to this song…

but they totally describe how I was feeling.

What became of everyone I used to know?
Where did our respectable convictions go?
Your words don’t match the story that your actions show,
What do I know?

I’m sure you can’t help but remembering
I thought that you’d be one not to forget,
Remembering’s not helping you yet.

Say goodnight
Means goodbye.
I know that you think my life would stop when you’re away.
Maybe I can see you on the holidays,
You’re worlds away.
I’ve never forgotten all our yesterdays
I’m lucky if we’re speaking on the holidays.

The evidence presents itself accusingly,
Your absence speaking everything you think of me.
Now that I am faced with opportunity,
You’re not remembering.

I’m not asking you anyway.
Even if you ever could cave in,
I wouldn’t know where to begin.

Say goodnight
Means goodbye.
I know that you think my life would stop when you’re away.
Maybe I can see you on the holidays,
You’re worlds away.
I’ve never forgotten all our yesterdays
I’m lucky if we’re speaking on the holidays.
Holidays

But I think I am finally dealing with it all pretty well now. I can’t keep hoping for something to happen. I can just hope that whatever happens next will be for the best. I will always have memories that will make me smile and hopefully there will be many more to join them. While I’ll miss what we had I can only hope we continue to have our strong friendship for many years to come. But like I said earlier, I can’t keep hoping if that isn’t what you truly want as well.